Sunday, April 22, 2007

What's in a NAME?!


was browsing thru some blogs and found a birthday calculator. there's also a section on what your name means. dont know how my name points to a number or whats the whole mechanism behind it. interesting though.



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What Your Name Means

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You entered: Marlina
There are 7 letters in your name.
Those 7 letters total to 32
There are 3 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:German Female Variant of Madeline 'Woman from Magdala.
English Female Variant of Marlene, derived from Madeline: Woman from Magdala.


Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 11

A Soul Urge number of 11 means:
With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.

If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.

If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.

The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.


http://www.paulsadowski.org/Numbers.asp



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riding on the same note, when others ask me the meaning of my name, i say, " well, the LIN is supposed to mean gentle and soft. But i guess, the Mar & the Na seems to negate that trait la"

my mum: asyik pegi camp aje, panjat gunung la, tak tau duduk diam ke.

(brief trans:cannot keep still ah?)


me (smiles cheekily): "siapa suruh ibu taruk mar & na? taruk Lin aje dah cukup."



ok, so at least my family tries to instil some "gentleness" by calling me "Lin" at home.



So, whats in a name?

Friday, April 06, 2007

.: KL :.

Have I ever told you (sometimes I wonder about this "you") that I’ve never really been to KL, except when I was super young, so young that I cant remember anything??? No, not some exotic beach on the caribbean (which would take eons for me to reach). The KL as in KL, which is a 4-6 hr drive from Singapore.

Dont get me wrong (dont think i am a "frog under the husk" trans. from a malay idiom; katak bawah tempurung) - I’ve been to the outskirts - Taman Negara to trek, Bangi (more than once) for some training programme and etc. BUT I’ve never REALLY been to KL as in KL.

I finally went to Bandar Tun Abdul Razak (I think so) recently (ok, not so recent. some time in feb this year), for some 2 days meeting/training programme with some sisters and brothers.

I think I spent a GRAND total of an hour (lebih kurang) in pudu raya (petaling street pun tak sempat) while waiting for the bus home. Ok, I am definitely looking forward to my next KL trip (this time with no business/meeting agenda). This time, in KL as in KL itself.




So, here’s the closest I’ve been to KL & the twin towers (with the aid of 12x zoom camera – kesian kan?????)


During time out from meeting, we went to the tasik/lake nearby, ada pulak rainbow. masya allah. It was pretty indeed. Subhanallah.

ok, i am rather proud of this. it was my first time (sort of) in KL and i took the LRT ALONE!!! ALL ALONE to pudu raya. (of course, there were other commuters)

sunlight on KL. view from the train. It was a pretty sight.

side track sikit: And so, i was with my bagpack, alone, taking pictures. There was an african guy with his friends.

Him: Taking pictures for a school project?

Me: (u mean, i look that young??) No. I am actually from Singapore. Blah blah blah.

he was there to study. singapore, he said, was too expensive.

kwang kwang kwang.

.: desktop tagged :.

Blossom tagged. still dont understand the concept. ok, maybe like playing touch rugby. But anyway, here's the long - overdued desktop image.






Resolution: 1280 x 800

Picture taken: on one fine evening, on the way to arabic class, from blossom's car, at a red traffic light just outside wisma indah, masjid kassim.

More about picture: Love the sunset 'lighting' and the juxtapositioning of the crane (that's what its called kan?) and mortally- arranged streetlamps against the naturally-pretty sunset light and frame of trees. I think I might be reading too much into the picture.

Laptop/LCD or CRT: My laptop named Dellia (pronounced is d -li -a) a.k.a Dellila (pronounced as d-lie-la). even laptops have identity crises.


Wallpaper since : quite some time ago. cant remember exactly when.


Something interesting: waktu tgh print screen tu, hujan gerimis happened to be playing and ter-captured sekali in the printed screen. heh. okla, reminds me; i love rain.






.: Perfect ImPERFECTIONS :.

I couldn’t stop staring at a rather beautiful and attractive lady with an equally gorgeous boyfriend/fiancĂ©/husband while on the way home from work. It has been a few weeks or is it months but visuals of her continue to linger in my mind. Anyway, I thought that the lady would’ve been more attractive with fuller lips, a broader smile. And I thought, she might have thought the same every other time she examines herself in the mirror.

We always want something more – to have bigger eyes, a smaller waist, a slimmer figure, to be taller/shorter. We always harp on our imperfections.

Truth is, we are created as the best creations – having the ability to discern, to have integrity, to rise above circumstances, to rise above others.

Lord, let us be humbled by our imperfections (not blinded by them) in our strive to attain perfection.


Verily, We create man in the best conformation

and thereafter We reduce him to the lowest of low

excepting only such as attain to faith and do good works: and theirs shall be a reward unending!

~The Noble Quran, Surah Tin 95:2-4 ~



Picture taken at the side of a canal/longkang. thought that the pretty flowers amongst the mess, dirt n chaos in the background was poignant.


.: ALLERGY :.

Another episode with my seven years old nephew

Me: Hakim, can you please close the door?
Hakim: Nooooo…
Me: Why can’t you just close the door?
Hakim: (puts on a cute face) Because I am ALLERGIC to doors.






Monday, April 02, 2007

.: Post – Sunday :.

Last Monday, I had a headache.

It’s Monday morning, again. And I am having a headache, again.

Sharon, my dearest colleague thinks that my headaches had something to do with “Mondays” and so, she came up with a brilliant idea - to call the day, “post-Sunday”.

So smart

Have a good “post-Sunday” everyone. Oh, have a good week ahead – a better week than the last!